A Voice Through Words

By Allison Stein

What do you think of when you hear the word “change”? A caterpillar breaking out of its cocoon and transforming into a butterfly? Leaves turning auburn and gold in autumn? The shift from lively daylight to star-covered nightfall? Actually, I think of writing.

A manuscript that I wrote a year ago would be completely different from what I would write today. My voice, syntax, and rhythm change automatically as time passes and new experiences shape me. I constantly gain inspiration by observing nature more closely; this insight enables me to describe the world more accurately. Even a characteristic as subtle as the emotion implied from word choice can alter based on how I feel. My perspective becomes wider and deeper as I learn more. Also, I constantly strive to improve my techniques. When I am exposed to new forms of poetry and new ways to convey ideas, I am able to develop a more distinct taste. I think of writing as trial and error; the first draft rarely has much resemblance to the final, and I must try out several possibilities to figure out which words work best.

But an altering writing style is not the only reason I consider “change” and “writing” pieces of the same idea; writing itself has changed me as a person. For one, writing has taught me to take chances. Self-publishing a chapbook was a risk; I had no idea how people would respond and was unprepared for the adventures marketing would bring. I knew that the writing process would prove challenging and that I did not have much experience; I felt the odds were against me. I cannot express how glad I am that I pursued my goal despite my apprehension; writing a book is one of the most rewarding endeavors of my life. Taking chances is difficult, but I believe it is much easier than wishing in retrospect that I had. In addition, I learned how important it is to take my dreams seriously; they do come true. Before I became so passionate about writing, I was more likely to give up. Just as much as I have learned about the meter of poetry and the organization of a manuscript, I have learned about persistence and tenacity. Finally, writing has allowed me to express myself better. Words give me a voice. I think of writing as a universal communication capable of connecting each person. This medium is a wonderful way to share a message, and I relish in the ability to put my ideas into words.

I like to look at each day as an opportunity for improvement, and that means I must expect change. As bright green leaves slowly turn crimson, my writing style and outlook shift. I am thrilled when I realize that this has happened; change means I am learning and getting better – that I have become open to all writing offers me – that I have finally found a voice through words.