By Allison Stein
I feel consolation from picking up a pencil and letting my ideas and dreams pour out as gracefully as a waterfall; later, when the ripples have smoothed out, I pursue the challenge of scrutinizing the text and improving the words. As if capturing the scenic vacation memory on film, I can grasp my own expression and reach the liberation only words bring. Like sharing pictures – and thus giving others a chance to experience moments previously intangible – writing can turn silence into echoes of truth, reverberations of genuine emotion. Undoubtedly, I love writing; less definite are the reasons, vague and impalpable, yet they ignite my passion. Exploring these reasons is key to discovering how writing has changed me, made me stronger, and opened my heart to unfamiliar endeavors and new friendships.
The primary cause of my love for words is my instinctive passion to gift unnamed sensations with physicality. Creative expression feels raw and pure, bold and sincere. I am mesmerized by the influence powerful writing has on its readers, by the possibilities a beautiful word encapsulates. Seemingly by magic, writing grants me the ability to transform the inspiration of wondrous nature into a language that others understand; words communicate like constellations, connecting people by shared messages. My heart would feel desolate if my emotions were destined to remain untouched, censored, alone. Delving into the realm of expression is a joyful journey, one I look forward to each time I write.
Not only does this passion originate from the excitement of recording my memories to share with others, but it also has helped me find hidden strength and discover courage I have often forgotten exists. I have learned to believe in my dreams, to enjoy the inevitable difficulties involved in meeting goals, and to treasure the moments of failure as well as success. I have learned to focus on sharing my story instead of doubting my abilities. I have learned that courage means ignoring fear and remembering the people who have made me stronger. Most importantly, I have learned that new, intimidating, overwhelming experiences are often my most rewarding endeavors because they teach me immeasurably. The passion that surges through me when I write continues to redefine itself as I learn more but consistently reminds me that I love writing.
In addition to pure passion, writing has offered me the chance to become closer to my community members. They have supported me and illustrated the synergy instilled in those who are part of a successful group. My family and friends have always encouraged me to make my dreams come true, and I am grateful for their dedication to our friendships. My mentors, too, have gifted me with their encouragement; they have urged me to continuously push myself farther and to keep working toward my goals. Plus, my writing experiences have enabled me to meet new people, many of whom have taught me to be a better writer. This priceless support has shown me how I hope to help others someday: through direction, encouragement, and love.
I have realized that I want to make a difference with my writing. I hope to offer the motivation that others have offered me and impact someone like my supporters have affected me. I imagine sharing messages, creating memorable manuscripts, and giving readers a strong takeaway to relate to. Above all, I dream of helping people – of giving them the opportunities others were generous enough to give me. Making a difference to those who have had such an influence on me would be one of those special gifts writing gives. Becoming more connected to my community enlivens my ideas and, without doubt, is a result of my passion for words.
Writing has definitely taught me more about the person I am. The process of changing inspiration to expression and expression to connection is contenting, enticing, and beautiful. I enjoy reminiscing about my past experiences in the realm of words, just as I enjoy imagining how I will continue to grow and become stronger. Remembering why I love what I do – why I authentically, unquestionably believe that my dreams are worthwhile – is essential to unlocking the increasing passion that lures me forward.
Good use of big words. Sounds impressive. Very deep.